Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Just can't help but wonder...

What could happen that would make a guy go from saying
"I really like you a lot"
To suddenly saying
"I don't know what I want, I'm not being fair to you. I want to go back to just being friends."
It baffles me
Somedays I wonder did I do something,
Or is there something wrong with me (very rarely is that the question fortunately).
Mostly I just wonder why.
How can the guy who for the past 5 months or so pulled you close to him every chance he got,
who wouldn't let you stand if there weren't enough chairs
(note he never gave me his chair just pulled me down and made me sit on his lap)
How could that guy suddenly change that much.
I'd love to ask but I don't know that it's time to ask that yet.
So I'll sit
I'll wonder
I'll struggle through homework
Fight the urge to scream every time a girl posts on his facebook
and wish I understood just what happened to my life

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