As of Thursday I am out of limbo.
That's right, Jennie Coon has direction, contact, and determination once more.
And it feels amazing.
I quite honestly can't stop smiling;
Though I will admit that while I am smiling like mad,
my stomach is churning, my heart is racing, and mind is going wait, what?
And even with all that I am stoked.
So after Thursdays decisive moment I acted,
Today I waited in the MC for an hour,
unable to hold still, pacing here and there shaking limbs, walking back and forth.
All around having a fabulous little freak-out moment.
But it was worth it.
As of 1:10 this afternoon I have began the process of going on a mission.
That is correct. I spoke to my Bishop,
went over the preparatory questions,
gave him the contact info for Bishop Lords and have begun the process.
I am a mess of nerves right now.
I have never been so excited, or nervous for anything in my entire life.
And I am loving it.
Here's to plunging off that cliff and aiming for the mattresses at the bottom.
P.S. to those who read this, please keep this info on the Down-low as I wish to tell everyone on my own time. Thank you :D
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