20!

Holy crap... i've just come to the realization that my 20th birthday is 1 week away from tomorrow. It's hard to believe that I've already passed through basically two decades of living and experiencing. While at times it feels like I've lived forever other times I feel like I'm just a child with no clue of what's going on in my life. Looking back I kind of feel like I haven't accomplished much in my twenty years by the worlds standards

• I've never had a boyfriend
• I've never been kissed
• never tried drugs or alcohol

But for me I feel like I've accomplished so much.

• I've gone to college
• I've set goals
• I've learned to live with depression
• Overcome some of my self-esteem problems
• Learned what it means to love and be loved
• I've had friends
• lost friends
• gained knowledge
• gained a testimony
• and so much more

All in all I think that the past nineteen years have been quite successful. While I don't always love my life, or my past, I feel that there are so many things that I've gained so much knowledge through it all.
And so here's to the next two decades. May they be as wonderful a learning experience as the past ones have been.