A few more days have come and gone

10 days. Only 10 quickly passing days until I enter the MTC.
Am I nervous? Oh you better believe it. I don't think I've ever felt so much anxiety in my life. I wasn't this anxious when I got lost on my way to the Louvre in Paris with 3 people who didn't speak any French. Yea that, no big deal for me.
But this adventure is one much bigger adventure. For one thing I'm really not very sociable, I've had the same friends for 6 years, and while I've branched out and made some new ones here and there it was a struggle, and well it paid off well I kind of new the people a little before hand. But here I am going off to share the most important thing in the world to me with people I've never met.
These people may reject what I have to share, which will hurt me inside so much. Simply because I want everyone to be able to find the joy I've found through the understanding of the atonement that is taught at church.
Now I apologize for the ramblings of this short post. But anxiety typically makes my thoughts ramble so it is what it is. Thanks for listening, per say.