Live life one frustration at a time

Lately I feel like I've been living life one frustration at time

I'm prompted to make one decision.

I follow that prompting

and ta da Like magic I'm stuck in the mire

As I've mentioned before my mission papers are taking longer than I'd like them to.

By a lot

Now that I've switched wards I've found more complications.

Somehow I have to get my home bishop access to the online part.

And he doesn't know how to get that, and neither do I

So with hitting hold-ups on every part of this process

I admit

I am getting a little frustrated.

To the point of doubting

Don't get me wrong. 

 I am going on a mission

I have decided that and my persistent determined personality will not be allowing that to change

(unless I am ordered to drop that ball by God, Note I do mean ordered)

But since I've hit a snag once more I'm wondering if I'm making the right choice

I'm certain I am.

But every night as I'm going to bed those irritating wriggly doubts keep sneaking in.

You know those ones that creep and crawl and climb into the darkest corners of your mind

then grow. 

Yea those ones keep coming to visit

Hopefully I'll get this all figured out this week.

I'm not sure I can take much more than that.

Of course I don't feel like burdening you with my other current frustration once again

So I'll just say it's till that Person driving me crazy.

Hopefully that will end soon. 

Or I'll be able to ignore until the more pressing frustration is taken care of.

So that's the plan for now

Live life one frustration at a time

let the present be taken care of before worrying about the next frustration that's waiting over the hill

or approximately a year and a half from now